End of April..... well not quite yet....

Wow... this month sure have flown by so fast... Lets see what I have been doing so far... Well so far i haven't been drinking pop except Sprite when i get stomachache.... Been drinking a lot of water and Crystal Light lately... Still working on no more eating out.. still a weakness.. maybe need to try get healthier foods when eating out like salads or something for a change...Just started *finally*! on exercising... We been trying to park our car away from work so can walk more far... and just started taking the stairs starting today at work even though we have stairs at home but this one had 2 flight of stairs... it felt good to be able to do that even though i was out of breath for a min there...


Hmm... anything happening so far for me... Well I went to the doctor and everything is okay... just found out that my provera medication only induces period not ovulation... that sets me back because I been wanting to get pregnant for sometime... I only lost one freaking pound!!! From 306 to 305.... Dr told me that I need to lose a lot of weight in order to be able to ovulate and also after I have lost weight -- might need to get on fertility meds or something.. that's only if i lose a lot of weight that I need to do... It frustrates me because its hard to be so motivated -- but at least I'm trying to take baby steps with exercise slowly...


I finally got to go to the dentist yesterday... I had ROOT CANAL done.. my very first one. .. I'm learning my lesson and will brush and floss more often and go to the dentist every 6 months as possible as we can.. It just seems at this point in my life that I'm finally realizing i need to take better care of myself and I'm actually doing it... why did i ever let go of myself......... its time i need to get into the habit because want to be a better example for the future if i ever get to have kids....

We had a family party earlier this month at Grandma Billings house and gave my dad his early birthday gift.. turns out he loved it!!! It what he wanted... It was a tape to mp3 coverter thing that you can hook up to the computer. At least I probably will get to call him later today to wish him a happy birthday.


Well thats all I could think of... Oh... there might be family pictures coming up.. ekk im not looking forward to that especially when im so like this heavy :(.... Plus my sister Misty is submitting her papers anytime soon since shes going on a mission.. I'm happy for her since she got what she acheived-- MA degree and everything this early in her life... Wish I had done the same-- complete my degree.. maybe thats the push i need......

April... A Month of Suprises? Boring? Fun?

April is finally here.. hmm I wonder what this month will be like, full of surprises? Boring? Fun? Family fun? Past few days i been getting tooth pain and had to take a lot of meds just to get the pain go away short time.. I better go to the dentist before it gets more painful..

I can't believe my baby sister will be turning 20 this Saturday.. Time sure flies by so fast... All of my sisters and me are in the 20's... Crazy!!!! I'm proud of them and really love my sisters a lot!! I'm grateful for them in my life even though am not around that often... I need to be around more.. often..

I'm so happy to be doing more things with Damon out of the house more now yeay... We have started to drink more water since we bought tons of water bottles for our fridge.. I'm looking forward for my dad's birthday later this month cuz we got him a really awesome gift that he has been wanting so cant wait to see him totally surprised!!!! I am still trying to figure out who i am and working on trusting people since the friendship i have with those has been declining a lot lately.. I cant seem to figure out why or what did I do to be the cause of that. I have a lot of good work friends which m grateful to have even though have not socialized with them outside of work. I hope I can start losing weight by getting out to go walking and do excerise and see some results.

I am SOOO FREAKING Excited to see my best friend Rachel sooonn when they finally do get to move to their new house in May or so to Lehi... now i would be able to go and visit and hang out... At least there is a friend thats still there for me even though we are so far apart and dont talk to each other that much since we are busy with our lives..